The Phil Files

I have been corresponding with a person who said, “I know I have a God-shaped hole in me. But how do I fill it?”

There is no 1, 2, 3 prescription for this. However, a seeking heart is where we must begin. Here are a few brief words I shared about this journey.

There are a couple of familiar passages you may remember. In the beattitudes, Jesus said, “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness’ sake.” (Matthew 5:6) This is another way of saying you hunger for God — His presence, His character, and His compassion. A little later, he promises that, “For everyone who asks receives; those who seek find; and to those who knock, the door will be opened.” (Matthew 7:7-8).

So what I am going to encourage you to do is to read the Gospels (Matthew, Mark, Luke and John). If you want to read something else for this search, also read the Psalms and find those that really speak your heart’s cry to God. And pray that God will show himself to you in your daily life. Be open and honest with Him about you hunger for Him.

In Matthew, there are four primary ways given for us to experience God through Jesus in our lives.

1. In the life of Jesus — that’s why I want you to read the Gospels over and over in modern translations that use today’s language (see Matthew 1:23).
2. In the fellowship of authentic Christian community where care and forgiveness are practiced (Matthew 18:20 really verse 12-35).
3. In caring for those in need, especially those who are believers (Matthew 25:31-45; cf. Galatians 6:10).
4. In crossing cultural barriers to walk alongside someone to help them grow in their likeness to Christ (Matthew 28:18-20).

But the key in all of this is a seeking, hungry heart that knows that it has a “God shaped hole”!

Please keep me informed from time to time about how your journey goes and I will pray that God brings several other seekers alongside you to share your journey.

Grace,
Phil

More than a decade ago, I was waiting in line at the bank drive through — and yes, Murphy’s law of lines applies to me always: “Whichever line you are in will move most slowly!” — when I heard the dreadful news: the average North American will spend 5-7 years of her or his life waiting in line.

I hate waiting. I really hate it. I’m not good at it. I don’t want to do it. I drive everyone crazy when I have to do it. So you can imagine my eyes stopped at Luke’s description of the Jesus’ command (found in Luke 1, our daily Bible reading today, February 3) to His closest followers before He concluded His time here on good ol’ planet earth:

//Inspiration: Luke 1:4
On one occasion, he [Jesus] gave them [his closest followers] this command: “Do not leave Jerusalem, but wait for the gift my Father promised, which you have heard me speak about.

//Incarnation:
So much had happened in the lives of Jesus and His closest followers. They had failed their faithfulness test: Judas had betrayed his friend Jesus with a kiss for thirty pieces of silver, Peter had cursed and sworn he never knew Jesus, and the other ten of twelve apostles abandoned their Lord and ran away in fear. Hiding in their secure upper room bunker, they had their circuits blown and re-wired by the appearance of Jesus, who showed that He was truly alive and not the figment of their tired, weary, and disbelieving brains. The Lord had restored Peter to leadership and ministry. The Lord had shown Himself alive to hundreds of people. The Lord had opened their minds to understand the promises of the Old Testament made about Him. So why did they need to WAIT?
Two simple reasons. First, Jesus commanded them to wait: the Lord’s command was enough to silence the raging sea of Galilee, cast out demons, and make broken people well. Plus, this time the command came from Jesus risen from the dead. Obedience was enough of a reason to wait. Second, the Lord explains why they needed to wait. They needed to pray and seek God, so that when it was the Father’s timing, Jesus could pour out the Spirit and empower them.
Sometimes, I’m sure more often than I want to admit, I need to hear the Lord’s voice call out to me, “But wait!” The waiting has nothing to do with pleasing people or stalling God’s work of transformation till people are ready. The waiting has nothing to do with trying to keep everybody on the same page. The waiting has nothing to do with everyone needing to be ready for what they are about to do next. Some of those reasons may be judicious, wise, and compassionate. None of them, however, are the reason for the Lord’s words.
“But wait!” was the command issued because the work of the Kingdom, the will of God, the power from above, does not come because of our sense of timing. This empowering by the Spirit must be sought in prayer, most certainly (see Luke 11:13; Acts 4:31). Yet, ultimately, the empowering of the Spirit is God’s work, prayerful waiting is our beckoning of God to work and our willingness to recognize that no God-ordained work of the Kingdom can succeed without God’s power being released to accomplish it.
So in this frantic two week period of time when I’ve got way more to do than I accomplish before heading out to Uganda with Compassion International, I must hear the Lord’s voice say, “But wait!” As busy as I think I need to be to get ready for this trip, I need to be in prayer and seek the release of His power. Without Him, without His blessing and power and without my waiting in prayer, I will only proceed on my own strength … and I’m not strong enough for the opportunities and challenges ahead!

//Invitation:
Come, Lord Jesus, and empower me. I will do my best to wait in your presence and seek the Father’s will. I will be open to Your leading and seek to follow Your guidance. But, dear Lord, I will also wait … and listen … and trust … and anticipate. May all of this be to your honor and glory. Amen.

Having gone through the college football bowl season and several weeks of the NFL playoffs, you’ve probably heard this oft over-used phrase, “They won because they just wanted it more!”

No matter how much a cliché this description may seem, the reality is that it is very true. So often, what we find in life is what we actually pursue with our heart, soul, mind, and strength. We often become what we seek and often have the courage and conviction to pursue what is hard.

Proverbs 2, our reading for today, calls us to pursue wisdom because it safeguards us from disaster and steers us to the path of God. These verses, however, call us to a strenuous pursuit of wisdom! One passage is especially striking to me:

//Inspiration: Proverbs 2:4-5
And if you look for it [wisdom] as for silver and search for it as for hidden treasure, then you will understand the fear of the Lord and find the knowledge of God.

//Incarnation:
There are many things I desire, but being part of a culture so obsessed with things, I have to ask myself if I look for wisdom as passionately as I look for riches and search for it as passionately as I would hidden treasure. Wisdom is so undervalued and seldom pursued these days. But my guess is that this has probably always been true since these words from Proverbs were written centuries ago. However, the real problem is not that this poor choice in priorities has always been a part of the human condition, but that it is a part of my condition! I must value, pursue, and seek wisdom more if I am to walk the way of my Father in heaven.

//Invitation:
O Father of light and grace, forgive me for being so hasty to jump conclusions and so slow in pursuing wisdom. Give me the strength to not take shortcuts to truth, but to seek Your wisdom in all things. In Jesus’ name I ask this. Amen.